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     AahT saunato hI Aahuit nao hD,baD,ato hue maaobaa[la kao baMd kr saaro sapnao samaoT ilae.jaOsao ksbaa[- AaOrtoM baadla doKto hI hvaa va QaUp maoM lahrato kpD,o samaoT laotI hOM .Aaja ]sakI ]maD,tI BaavanaaeM BaI AQagaIlao kpD,aoM kI hI trh rh ga[- hMO . na th lagaakr AalamaarI maoM rK pa rhI hO AaOr na hI kalao baadla doK baahr inakala pa rhI hO.
  tIna dSak baad Aaja AaÉiNa ka caohra doK ivacailat hao ga[- hO. pasa hI Tobala pr maaobaa[la hO prMtu Apnao AaÉiNa kao doK BaI nahIM pa rhI hOo.]saka mana jaala maoM fMsaI maClaI kI trh AaÉiNa ko ilae CTpTa rha hO. ijasao kBaI lahU–lauhanaÊ laacaar baobasa saa saD,k pr CaoD, idyaa qaa. jaala idKta tao caUho kI trh Apnao toja, daÐtaoM sao kutr BaI dotI pr samaaja ko rMgahIna iJallaIdar jaalaÊ caar baatoM caar laaogaaoM ko tanao–baanao maoM ]sako toja, daÐt jakD, gayao hOM. ]sakI ptlaI–laMbaI ]ÐgailayaaÐ jaao saarI gaui%qayaaoM kao saulaJaanao maoM samaqa- hMO pr yahaÐ vao BaI ptMga ko QaagaaoM kI trh ]laJa ga[-M hOM pr baavaro mana kao nahIM samaJaa patI jaao rh–rhkr K,amaaoSa AakYa-Na ko [Md`QanauYaI sapnaaoM maoM Kao jaata hO. ijasao gaUMgao ko gauD, kI trh basa mahsaUsa krtI hO. mana–hI–mana maoM Armaana krvaToM badlato rhto hOM. [cCaeM jaagatI–saaotI–macalatI rhtI hOM.
  AaÉiNa ka navayauvaa SarartI A@sa tIna dSak sao smaRityaaoM maoM tajaa hI tao hO. baMd kmaro maoM QaUla kI prt kOsao BaI pD, hI jaatI hO AaOr A@sa QauMQalaa hao jaata hO pr Aahuit nao tao kmara baMd ikyaa hI nahIM. baocaOnaI va fursat ko xaNaaoM maoM A@sar hI ]sa kaozrI maoM calaI jaayaa krtI hO AaOr mahsaUsa krtI hOÊ Apnao AaÉiNa ka [Md`QanauYaI spSa-. raoma–raoma maoM trMgao pulaikt haokr k<a-vyabaaoQa sao pro jaIvaMt haonao ka ehsaasa kratI hOM. yahI duinayaa hO jaao Aahuit kI tipSa kao SaaMt kr jaInao kI ]maMga BartI hO. yahaÐ KuiSayaaЖhI–KuiSayaaÐ hOM. yah tao sabakI naja,raoM sao pro kI duinayaa hO ifr BaI Aahuit Apnao [sa manaaoharI svaPnalaaok kao naja,r laganao sao DrtI rhtI hO . eosaI hI naja,r lagaI qaI Aahuit va AaÉiNa kI kmaisana naja,r kao jaao samaaja ko jaat–paÐt va rsmaao–irvaaja, sao pro dao Anajaanao mana iKMcato jaa rho qao. hr Saama naja,roM na imalaMo tao mana CTpTa jaata qaa. CTpTahT laoKnaI sao ]tr kr hI caOna patI.Aahuit nao ApnaI duinayaa tao ]saI samaya banaa laI qaI.baalamana nao KuSa haonaa saIK ilayaa qaa. ]sako Akolaopna ka saaqaI ]sakI [Md`QanauYaI duinayaa AaOr ]saka rajakumaar AaÉiNa AaOr vah qaI [sa [Md`QanauYaI duinayaa kI Sahj,aadI. [sa duinayaa maoM ]sakI hI calatI qaI pr baahrI duinayaa ijasa pr caar laaogaaoM ka hI kbja,a AaOr ]na caar laaogaaoM nao bahut saaro drvaajao banaa rKo hOM ijasao par krko hI saakar [Md`QanauYaI duinayaa imalatI hO. &anaÊ balaÊ bauiw yaa caatuya- sao baoQanaa haota tao saBaI dIvaaroM AaÉiNa baoQa laota pr jaatÊ patÊ kula va Qama- kI dIvaaroM kOsao baoQataÆ fUT–fUTkr raota–igaD,igaD,ata rha qaa –mat maarao… mat maarao….maOM Aahuit sao bahut Pyaar krta hUÐ. maOM ek idna bahut baD,a AadmaI banakr vaapsa Aa}Mgaa tba Aahuit kao lao jaa}Mgaa. iksaI nao ]sakI baat nahIM saunaI. AQamara CaoD, Aae yah saaocakr ik ]tar idyaa Pyaar ka bauKar.]nalaaogaaoM ka tao yah vahma hI qaa pr bauKar tao ]tara qaa Aahuit nao. ApnaI saarI AaSaaAaoM va AakaxaaMAaoM kI manaaoharI duinayaa samaoT laI. kCue kI trh kvaca ko AMdr Gausa ga[- . AaÉiNa nao bahut KTKTayaa pr tinak BaI hlacala nahIM kI.BarI naja,raoM sao AaÉiNa kao jaato hue doKtI rhI… dUr… bahut dUr…. ijasamaoM kBaI na imalanao ka p`Na qaa ijasao Aahuit nao Apnao pirvaar kao idyaa qaa. maana–mayaa-daÊ [j,ja,tÊ kula–Kanadana ko vaOBava ka klaMk svayaM kao hI maanakr kuMizt haokr kvaca ko BaItr hI ek [Md`QanauYaI duinayaa banaa laI. pZ,a[-–ilaKa[- maoM mana na lagaanao vaalaI Aahuit kao AaÉiNa Aba dUr rhkr maaOna $p sao p`oirt krta rhta. caahkr BaI AaÉiNa kao bata nahIM patI ik vah ]sakI badaOlat hI p`qama Aa rhI hO. majaak maoM hI tao AaÉiNa nao ek baar kha qaaÊ – tumhMo Apnaa irjalT idKanao maoM Sama- nahIM AatIÆ
tba tao Aahuit nao JaT sao kh idyaa qaaÊ –Sama- kOsaIÆ saokoMD iDivajana tao hO. bahut laaoga tao fola BaI hao gayao hOM.
  ]sa samaya AaÉiNa mauskura kr caup rh gayaa qaa. Aahuit kao ]saka mauskanaa ibalakula AcCa nahIM lagaa qaa. Aba vahI Aahuit idna–Bar pZ,nao lagaI. pZ,a[-–ilaKa[- va kama–kaja ko baad fursat ko xaNaaoM maoM ApnaI [Md`QanauYaI duinayaa maoM Aa jaatI AaOr Apnao AaÉiNa ko saMga KUba AzKoilayaaÐ KolatI. jaIvana ko nayao–nayao rMgaaoM sao $ba$ haotI rhtI.Aba tao pZ,nao–ilaKnao vaalaI Aahuit ka^laoja maoM pZ,anao laga ga[- hO. na[- duinayaa maoM p`vaoSa kr caukI hOÊ jahaÐ Bara pUra pirvaar hO AaOr saaqa hI ]sasao pro ]saka [Md`QanauYaI saMsaar. vyastta Baro jaIvana maoM sao BaI kuC pla caura laotI hO AaOr Kolanao lagatI hO AzKoilayaaÐÊ tinak BaI AahT saunato hI KuiSayaaoM kao baTaor kr mana ko thKanao maoM iCpa dotI hO.
  Aaja maaobaa[la pr AaÉiNa kI Jalak doKkr tIna dSak sao dbaI BaavanaaeÐ ]fnanao lagaIM.ek Aaor samaoTnao kI kaoiSaSa krtI tao dUsarI Aaor qamaao-kaola kI rMga–ibarMgaI baa^la kI trh ]D,kr inakla jaatI. ApnaI rMga–ibarMgaI duinayaa maoM BaI nahIM jaa pa rhI hO. AQaoD, yauvaa ijasakI klama safodI caUma rhI qaIM ]saka $p tao ]sako AaÉiNa sao nahIM imala rha qaa AjanabaI saa lagaa pr AaÐKoM bahut kuC khnaa caah rhI qaI. vahI caMcalata Aaja ifr idKI Aahuit kao jaao tIsa saala phlao idKtI qaI. vahI Aavaaja, ijasao tIsa saala sao Apnao mana maoM irvasa-–farvaD- krko saunatI Aa rhI hOÊ kuC p`aOZ, saI lagaI. Aavaaja, maoM vahI JaMkarÊ idla ko tar bajanao lagao.
  saaqa hI skUla maoM pZ,ta qaa AaÉiNa. p`omaÊ p`NayaÊ AlaK sao Anajaana Aahuit AlhD,ta sao sahoilayaaoM saMga KolatI rhtI qaI. kBaI–kBaI ]sao lagata ik ]sakI AlhD,ta inaharI jaa rhI hO. inahartI AaÐKaoM kI kiSaSa doK qama saI jaatI. mana maananao kao tOyaar nahIM ik kxaa ka sabasao haonahar pZ,akU ]sakI Aaor
AakiYa-t hao rha hO jabaik na vah KUbasaUrt hO AaOr na hI pZ,nao maoM toja,. ek dUsaro kI Aaor iKMcanao ko yahI tao AaQaar haoto hMO . ifr BaI naja,raoM kI Aaor iKMca jaatI hO. )YT–puYT laMbaI kayaa }pr sao Avvala djaa- AaÉiNa pr tao ]sakI naja,r Anaayaasa hI calaI jaatI qaI.
  AaÉiNa ka GarÊ skUla ko rasto maoM hI qaa. Gar ko saamanao KD,a maanaao Aahuit ka [Mtja,ar krta rhta ik vah jaae tao vaao BaI fTafT tOyaar haokr ifr saa[ikla calaato hue Aahuit ko bagala sao ]sao doKa–AnadoKa krto hue gaujaro. Cu+I ko baad BaI vah Aahuit ko bagala sao saa[ikla calaato hue gaujartaAaOr Gar ko baahr kBaI [Qar kBaI ]Qar kuC krto hue ]saka [Mtja,ar krnao lagata.
  Aahuit kao BaI AcCa laganao lagaa qaa tBaI tao kBaI–kBaI pICo mauD,kr BaI doK laotI qaI. kBaI–kBaI vah BaI mauskato hue Apnaa sahmaa haqa ]zakr ihlaa dota. Aahuit kao gaudgaudI saI haonao lagatI. caMcala Aahuit kI naja,roM jaba BaI gaMBaIr AaÉiNa sao TkratIM naja,raoM maoM p`aOZ,ta Aa jaatI AaOr vah Samaa-kr Jauk jaatI.)d\ya ko pulaikt haonao kI AaBaa caohro pr ibaKr jaatI AaOr vah ]sao iCpanao ko ilae [Qar–]Qar doKnao laga jaatI. kBaI–kBaar sahoilayaaÐ ]sakI naja,roM pZ, laotIM AaOr icaZ,anao lagatIM –doK–doK toro ilae hI KD,a hO lambaU.
]naka icaZ,anaa Apar sauK dota. mana gaudgauda ]zta. vahI gaudgaudahT Aahuit Aaja BaI mahsaUsa kr laotI hO .
Balao SarIr p`aOZ, hao jaae pr mana khaÐ p`aOZ, haota hOÆAahuit Apnao mana kI ksamasaahT kao nahIM baaÐQa patI hOÊ tBaI tao najaraoM sao baca bacaakr fosabauk pr naama ilaK saca- krtI rhtI AaOr jaba kuC Ata–pta nahIM imalata tao duiKt BaI hao jaatI . Gar–pirvaar maoM rcaI–basaI Aahuit ko mana ka kaonaa AaÉiNa ko ilae laalaaiyat hI rhta jaao ]plabQa saaQanaaoM sao saaQya tk phuMcanao kI naakama kaoiSaSa krta rhta. kaoiSaSa krnao ka sauK Aahuit kao sava-ip`ya qaa. ]saka naama ilaKnao ka ehsaasa Aaja BaI sauKd lagata.
  ek idna fosabauk ko naaoiTifkoSana maMo AaÉiNa kI ÍoMD–ir@vaosT doKI. ]sako pOraoM tlao kI jama,Ina hI iKsak ga[-. QaD,knaoM nagaaD,o kI trh bajanao lagaIM. vahI puranao ]phasa kanaaoM maoM gaUÐjanao lagao. AsamaMjasya maoM pD, ga[- ik ]sa gaUÐja kao saunao yaa Apnao baocaOna mana kaoÊ ijasako baYaao-M kI Kaoja pUrI hu[- qaI. mana huAa QaD,QaD,aQaD, maOsaoja kr vaYaao-M sao dbaI BaavanaaeÐ AaÉiNa tk phuMcaa do AaOr Apnao AaÉiNa ko baaro maoM saba kuC jaana lao. khaÐ hOÆ kOsaa hOÆ @yaa kr rha hOÆ @yaa huAa qaa ]sako baad jaba ]sako GarvaalaaoM nao ]sao maarkr caaOraho pr lahU–lauhana CaoD, idyaa qaa .
QaQakto kaoyalao pr pD,I raK khIM–khIM sao JaD,kr ifr dah fOlaanao lagaI. ]phasa kI gaUÐja tna–mana maoM samaanao lagaI. Garvaalao jaana sao marvaanao kI baatoM kr rhoM hOM. gaaÐba–samaaja ko p`itiYzt Gar kI baoTI. Aba kaOna irSta jaaoD,ogaa. qaU–qaU haogaI gaaÐva Gar maoM. eosaI baoTI haonao sao tao mar jaanaa zIk hO…. raK sao dbaI QaQak kMPyaUTr pr ÍoMD ir@vaosT doKto hI fUT pD,I qaI. knapiTyaaÐ garma hao ga[-. QaD,knaoM Drnao lagaIM. vahI Dr ifr bavaMDr kI trh idla–idmaaga maoM maMDranaoo lagaa .@yaa haogaa jaba Gar vaalao jaanaoMgao ik Aahuit AaOr AaÉiNa ifr….
– nahIM nahIM eosaa ifr nahIM haogaaÊ Aahuit nao Apnaa maaqaa JaTk idyaa. ]sa samaya tao Aahuit mahInaaoM Gar sao baahr nahIM inaklaI qaI. pirvaar ko klaMk ka xaaoBa baocaOna kr dota qaa pr QaD,knaaoM kao kOsao samaJaatIÊ basa iCpa laI qaI Apnao AaÉiNa kao Apnao hI mana kI gahra[- maoM.
  Balao hI ÍoMD ir@vaosT iDlaIT kr dI hao pr jaba kBaI mana kudbaudata fosabauk pr AaÉiNa ka p`aofa[la caok krnao lagatI. ]sako AplaaoD faoTao kao baD,a krko doKtI. k[- faoTao tao AaÉiNa ko ]saI samaya ko BaI qao. haolaI ko rMga–ibarMgao caohro vaalaI tsvaIr doKkr yaadoM jaIvaMt hao ]zIM.k[- baar mana huAa ik kuC maOsaoja kr do. ]ÐgailayaaÐ k[- baar maOsaoja baa^@sa tk ga[-M pr ]sa ]phasa kI gaUÐja sao izzk kr pICo Aa jaatI. gaUÐja BaI eosaI samaa ga[- hO jaIvana maoM maanaaoM Aahuit ko raoma–raoma kao naagapaSa saa jakD, ilayaa hao pr manatrMgaaoM pr ]saka BaI kabaU nahIM. naja,raoM sao bacabacaa AaÉiNa ka p`aofa[la doKnaa jaIvana ka ihssaa bana gayaa.saaocakr hI tRiPt imalatI ik ]saka AaÉiNa saoTla hao gayaa. ka^laoja maoM p`aofosar hO. baIvaI baccaoM hOM. baccaaoM pr tao bahut Pyaar Aata pr ]sakI baIvaI ]sao kao[- Kasa AcCI nahIM lagatI. A@sar ]sako f,aoTao kao laaja- krko Kud sao tulanaa krnao laga jaatI –]Mh pta nahIM kOsao SaadI kr laIÊ naaTI saI tao lagatI hO. jaaoD,I ibalakula AcCI nahIM. mana hI mana baudbaudatIÊ maUD ikrikra hao jaata. baMd kr dotI f,aoTao gaOlarI AaOr jauT jaatI Apnao kamaaoM maoM.
  Aahuit kI daOD,–Baaga BarI idnacayaa- maoM AaÉiNa kI yaadoM baolaa kI KuSabaU saI ]sao traotaja,a rKtI hMO. iktnaI BaI vyastta hao vah ek baar ]sa saugaMQa sao sarabaaor hao hI jaatI hO.AaÉiNa kI yaadoM ]sako raoma–raoma maoM traotaja,gaI Bar dotI hMO. tBaI tao ka^laoja va Gar daonaaoM jagah cahktI rhtI hO.
  ek idna saubah ka kama yaM~vat inapTakr ka^laoja phuMcaI. skUTI SaoD maoM pak- hI kI ik GaMTI saunaa[- dI. pOraoM nao rF,tar pkD,IÊ baOga sTaf $ma maoM rKkr vahIM sao caa^k DsTr va iktaba laokr ApnaI kxaa kI Aaor lapkI. kxaa maoM phuMca kr gahrI saaÐsaoM laIM maanaao maMijala pr phuMca ga[- hao. saca BaI tao qaa [na CaoTI–CaoTI maMijalaaoM maoM ijasa idna yaid saamaMjasya nahIM banaa patI tao mana tnaavaga`st hao jaata. QaD,knaoM saamaanya hu[-M. kxaa kI gaitivaiQa QaIro–QaIro ApnaI rF,tar pkD,nao lagaI. paz samaJaanao maoM rma ga[-. kmaro maoM daOD,tI naja,roM iKD,kI sao ipM`isapla sar kao ApnaI hI kxaa kI Aaor Aato doK qaaoD,I izzkIM . tinak AaOr tnmayata baZ,atI hu[- pZ,anao maoM rma ga[- pr caMcala naja,roM tao iCp–iCp ko ka^irDaor maoM ]nako saaqa hI cala rhI qaI jaao Aakr drvaajao pr Ék ga[-. trh–trh ko savaala bavaMDr kI trh idmaaga maoM GaumaD,nao lagao.
‘Aaja ka^laoja qaaoD,I dor sao phuMcaI [saIilae tao….nahIM–nahIM eosaa haota tao Apnao Aa^ifsa maoM baulaakr pUCto.’
  ip`Misapla sar kao drvaajao pr doK AMdajaa nahIM lagaa pa rhI ik AaiKr @yaaoM Aae haoMgaoÆ baccaaoM kao kuC inado-Sa dotI hu[- drvaajao kI trf baZ,nao lagaI. eosao tao baccao iSaxak kao baahr inaklato doKkr }Qama macaanao lagato hOM pr drvaajao pr ip`Misapla kao doK sabakI isa+I–ip+I gauma qaI.
  Aahuit ip`Misapla ko inarIh BaavaaoM kao pZ,nao maoM Asamaqa- qaI. vaOsao tao jaba kBaI ip`Misapla Aa^ifsa maoM baulaato qao tao ]nako caohro kao doK qaaoD,a–bahut samaJa jaatI qaI ik @yaa maajara hao sakta hO bahut kuC BaaMp laotI qaI prMtu jaba ip`Misapla baccaaoM ko saamanao haoto hOM tba tao ]nakI BaavanaaAaoM kao BaaMpnaa AsaMBava saa lagata hO. yahI saba baDo, laaogaaoM ko gauNa haoto hO jaao caahto hOM vahI praosato hOM. maUD vaalaI baat [namaoM nahIM haotI [sailae hr banato–ibagaD,to maamalao kao baD,I caatura[- sao saMBaala laoto hOM.
Aahuit ko pasa phuMcato hI ]nhaonao Apnaa maaoba[la ]sakI Aaor baZ,ato hue kha– laIijae baatoM kIijae.
  Aahuit nao maaobaa[la pkD, tao ilayaa pr samaJa nahIM pa rhI qaI ik iksaka faona hO basa maaoba[la kao pkD, inarIhta sao kana maoM lagaa laI. ip`Misapla nao kha– jaa[e Aap baatoM kIijaeÊ maOM yahaÐ rhta hUÐ. baccaaoM sao kuC baatoM BaI krnaI hOM. khto hue @laasa ko AMdr calao gayao AaOr Aahuit maaobaa[la kana maoM saTae hI ka^rIDaor maoM Aa ga[-.
]sako pOraoM maoM sarsarahT Barnao lagaI.maaqaa JanaJanaanao lagaa. ]Qar sao p`SnaaoM kI JaD,I lagaI hu[- qaI AaOr [Qar sao Aahuit kho jaa rhI qaI ik haЖhaÐ maOM Aahuit hI baaola rhI hUÐÊ maOMnao ApnaI skUilaMga ramapur sao hI kI hO pr Aap kaOna hO AaOr maoro baaro maoM [tnaI thk,,Ik,,at @yaaoM kr rho hOM.Ìpyaa Apnao baaro maoM BaI bata[e.
kuC pla ko ilae saarI Aavaaja,oM baMd hao ga[-M maanaaoM saagar ka ]fana jala–qala ek krko SaaMt pD, ,gayaa hao. Aahuit pUCtI rhI Aap kaOna hOMÆ khaÐ sao baaola rho hOMÆ
tBaI QaIro sao Aavaaja, Aa[-– Aao|h khaÐ gauma hao ga[- qaI AahuitÆ maOMnao tumhoM khaЖkhaÐ nahIM Z,UÐZ,a …. fosabauk pr BaI ÍoMD ir@vaosT BaojaI pr tumanao kao[- p`itiËyaa nahIM dI. k[- baar lagaa ik tuma hI hao yaa ik kao[- AaOr hO. tumharo p`aofa[la faoTao kao gaMBaIrta sao doKtaÊ mana khta– ‘vahI hO doK skUilaMga BaI ramapur.’
  tumharo ka^laoja ka pta baD,I maSa@kt sao kla Saama kao imalaa tba faona kr payaa.
Aahuit nao Apnao QaD,kto idla va qarqarato pOraoM pr kabaU krto hue ifr pUCa– ‘jaI vaao saba tao zIk hO pr Ìpyaa bata[e tao sahI ik Aap kaOna saahba baaola rho hOM.’
Aavaaja, tao jaanaI–phcaanaI laga rhI qaI pr vah saTIk Anaumaana nahIM lagaa pa rhI qaIÊ basa [tnaa laga rha qaa ik kao[- bahut krIbaI jaananao vaalaa hO. kao[- bacapna ka ima~ hIÊ pr kaOnaÆ
  baIsa saala ko AQyayana ko daOrana tao saOkD,aoM ]sako ima~ banao qao. lagaBaga dsa saala sao tao ]namaoM sao iksaI sao baat va maulaakat BaI nahIM hu[- qaI [sailae Anaumaana lagaanaa AaOr mauiSkla laga rha qaa.
tBaI ifr sao vahI Apnaapna BarI Aavaaja, ]sao Apnao AagaaoSa maoM Barnao lagaI.–nahIM phcaanaI AahuitÆ maOM|| hUÐ tumhara AaÉ….
  Aba tao pOraoM kI qarqarahT )d\ya maoM JaMkar macaanao lagaI. tar–tar JaMÌt haonao lagao. Kud kao saMBaalanaa mauiSkla laganao lagaa. iksaI pr kabaU nahIMÊ na idlaÊ na idmaagaÊ AaOr na hI qarqarato kdma. saBaI kao saMBaalanaa mauiSkla laganao lagaa tao pasa maoM rKI kusaI- pr baOz ga[-. laMbaI saaÐsaaoM ko saaqa fUT pD,a p`SnaaoM ka saOlaaba….khaÐ hOMÆ ABaI khaÐ hOMÆ @yaa kr rho hOMÆ ]sako baad @yaa huAaÆ ifr @yaa ikyaa AapnaoÆ fUTnao lagaI qaI p`SnaaoM kI JaD,I. tIsa saala baad ifr dIna–duinayaa sao baoKbar Pyaasaa mana iKla ]za.
GaMTI kI Aavaaja, sao idla–idmaaga Qaratla pr Aayaa. ip`Misapla kao saamanao doK sakpkatI hu[- KD,I hao ga[-. ip`Misapla nao kha –Aap Apnaa maaobaa[la naMbar do dIijae. maora maaobaa[la dIijae.
  baataoM kI tartmyata taoD,nao kI [cCa nahIM hao rhI qaI. fusafusaato hue AaÉiNa sao kha ik saamanao ip`Misapla sar KD,o hOM AaOr Apnaa maaobaa[la naMbar batato hue qaaoD,I dor maoM faona krnao ko ilae khkrÊ faona kT kr maaobaa[la ip`Misapla kao do idyaa.
ip`Misapla nao pUCa –saba zIk hO na² @yaa kuC ivaSaoYa hOÆ kla Saama sao k[- baar [naka faona Aayaa.
Aahuit nao KuiSayaaoM kao )d\ya poTI maoM dbaa kr baMd krto hue kha –nahIM sarÊ puranaa ima~ hO. tIsa saala baad ka^laoja kI vaoba saa[T sao pta lagaa payaa [sailae vah bahut KuSa va ]%saaiht hO.
  ip`Misapla AcCa kh mauskurato hue calao gayao. Aahuit kI AgalaI kxaa }prI maMijala pr qaI. mana saavana kI baharaoM maoM sarabaaorÊ kdma madmast iqarkto hue caZ, rho qao. naja,roM ApnaI hI saaoca maoM rmaIM. maMd mauskana tna–badna maoM psar gayaI qaI. ]sakI KuSaI ka raoma–raoma gavaah qaa . saIiZ,yaaoM ko Gaumaava pr iksaI sao TkratI hu[- bacaIÊ ifr mauskura kr Aagao baZ, ga[-. Aaja kxaa maoM ibalakula hI mana nahIM laga rha qaa. lagata qaa kOsao lapk kr sTaf $ma maoM calaI jaae AaOr maaobaa[la ]zakr Apnao manamaIt sao ifr jauD, jaae. kxaa maoM kuC baaolanao kI BaI [cCa nahIM hao rhI qaI [sailae sarp`a[ja TosT dokr ]saka samaaQaana inakala laI. ifr faona pr hu[- baatcaIt kao saaoca–saaocakr raomaaMicat haotI rhI maanaao gamaI- kI tipSa maoM saavana kI irmaiJama fuhar sao naha rhI hao . AaiKrI ko kuC imanaTaoM maoM baccaaoM ko Da]T\sa i@layar krnao lagaI. haqa maoM caa^k pkD, tao laI pr blaok baaoD- pr ilaKa nahIM jaa rha qaa laga rha qaa ifr sao vahI naama ilaKo jaao vaYaao-M phlao Cup–Cupa kr ilaKa krtI qaIÊ kBaI Dosk kBaI jamaIM tao kBaI hqaolaI pr hI. jaj,baataoM pr kabaU rK sabakI SaMka ka samaaQaana krtI rhI pr baar–baar yahI laga rha qaa ik GaMTI @yaaoM nahIM baja rhI hOÆ baar–baar GaD,I kao doKtIÊ lagaa QaImaI cala rhI hO. ek–dao baar tao GaD,I phnao ivaVaqaI- sao Ta[ma pUC Apnao Ba`ma pr Kud hI mauska[-.
  Tna kI Aavaaja, saunato hI caohra iKla ]za. QaD,QaD,aQaD, saIiZ,yaaoM sao ]trto hue sTaf $ma kI Aaor lapkI AaOr Apnao baOga kI ija,p Kaolanao lagaI. faona maoM naaoiTifkoSana ka laala iblaMikMga doK mana gaudgauda ]za. sËIna Aa^na krto hI Ananaaona naMbar sao paÐca imasT ka^la. samaJa gayaI inaiScat hI yahI AaÉiNa ka naMbar hO. manamayaUr naacanao lagaa. vah samaJa nahIM pa rhI qaI ik phlao @yaa kroÆ haqa Qaaoyao yaa baat hI kr lao. hr samaya idla–idmaaga kI kSmakSa maoM fMsa jaatI hO.
maaobaa[la haqa maoM ilae hI va^aSabaoisana kI Aaor jaanao lagaIÊ maaobaa[la GanaGanaayaa. QaD,knaoM sajaga hao gayaI. mauskato hue ka^la irisava kI. vahI AagaaoSa maoM Barnao vaalaI madmaatI Aavaaja– laMca hao gayaa @yaaÆ
–nahIMÊ basa ABaI hI @laasa sao Aa[- hUÐ. haozaoM ko saaqa–saaqa )dya BaI mauskuranao lagao.
– samaya pr Ka ilayaa kIijae maODma² Aavaaja, maoM Sarart va cahlakdmaI sao Aahuit gad\gad\ hao gayaI.
–cailaeÊ phlao baa^@sa Kaoilae AaOr Ka[e ifr baad maoM baatoM krta hUÐÊ vaOsao baa^@sa maoM @yaa laayaIM hOMÆ
–phlao jaOsao hI baatoM kire naa² laa[-M hOM @yaaoMÊ laa[- hao kihe naa²
–zIk hO baabaaÊ calaao phlao Kanaa KaAao. khto hue faona kT kr idyaa.
Aahuit nao caa^k lagao maaobaa[la kao Pyaar sao inaharto hue ApnaI caunnaI sao paoCkr baOga ko }prI pa^koT maoM Dala idyaa.maaobaa[la BaI pa^koT sao JaaÐkta rha jaOsao na[- navaolaI dulhna iCp–iCpkr Apnao ipyaa kao AaoT sao JaaÐk rhI hao AaOr saaÐJa Zlanao ka [Mtjaar kr rhI hao.
 laMcabaa^@sa tao KaolaI pr @yaa KayaIÊ @yaa nahIM KayaI svaad ka kuC pta BaI nahIM calaa. Qyaana tao basa vahIM qaa. Aaga BaI barabar kI hI qaI. Kanaa K%ma BaI nahIM huAa ik baOga ko }prI pa^koT sao JaaÐkta maaobaa[la ifr hinna… bannaI… cahk–cahk kr gaanao lagaa. lagaa AaoT sao JaaÐknao kI baolaa Z,la gayaI AaOr imalana kI baolaa Aa gayaI.
mana ko saaro ]d\gaar Kulanao lagao. kBaI Qyaana magna baatoM saunatI tao kBaI iKlaiKlaatI. vaYaao-M sao pD,I QaUla–ima+I saavana kI irmaiJama fuhar sao Qaula rhIo qaI. AMdr kI dbaI pD,I kmaisana klaI iKlanao ko ilae ksamasaanao lagaI. pMKuiD,yaaÐ jaao ]phasa kI gaUMja maoM icalaicalaatI QaUp sao maurJaa–kumhlaa ga[- qaIM ]namaoM BaI irmaiJama fuhar ko gaudgaudato spSa- sao tajagaI samaanao lagaI.
  sahI hI tao kha hO ik mana kI ]ma` nahIM baZ,tIÊ vah vaOsaa hI rhta hO jaOsaa ]saka maIt batae. Aaja BaI Aahuit ka mana vaOsaa hI hO jaOsaa vaYaao-M phlao AaÉiNa ko ilae qaa. jaoz kI BarI daophrI maoM naja,raoM sao baca–bacaakr AaoTo pr baOzI rhtI qaI. taktI rhtI qaI rah…. jaba kBaI saa[ikla kI GaMTI saunaa[- dotI tao ]saka mana BaI iT/Mga–iT/Mga saa hao ]zta qaa. naja,roM caaraoM Aaor CTpTatI hu[- daOD,nao lagatI qaIM. Aaja BaI ]sao iT/Mga–iT/Mga saa hI laga rha hO.
 mana cahkta rha. ka^laoja sao Gar ka saf,r pta hI nahIM calaa. caohro pr madmaatI hvaa ka sau$r raoma–raoma maoM sfUit- Barta rha. mana huAa caaya kI cauiskyaaoM ko saaqa gamalao ko paOQaaoM ko saMga KuiSayaaM baaMTo. jaOsao hI AlamaarI KaolaI yaad Aayaa ik caInaI tao saubah hI Dbbaa JaaD,kr DalaI qaI saaocaI qaI ik ka^laoja sao Aato samaya sahuAa[na kI dukana sao caInaI laotI hu[- Aa jaaegaI. A@sar hI tao kuC na kuC GaT hI jaata hO AaOr vah baajaar krtI hu[- hI ka^laoja sao Gar vaapsa AatI hO pr Aaja ibalakula hI Qyaana nahIM gayaa. khaÐ sao par doK patI. Aaja tao pUro idna gaudgaudato kaohro maoM hI ilapTI rhI hO. Apnao pr hI hÐsatI hu[- pa[p ]za paOQaaoM kao nahlaanao lagaI. hro laala pIlao paOQao camacamaato hue hvaa ko hlko JaaoMkao sao naacanao lagao. eosao hI tao Aahuit ka mana BaI naaca rha hO. paOQaaoM ka naacanaa doKkr Apnaa ]nasao Apnaa gaala saTa ilayaa AaOr saMga–saMga JaUmanao lagaI.

  pit ba baccaaoM nao pUCa BaI ik @yaa baat hO bahut KuSa laga rhI hao. eosaI kao[- baat nahIM mauskuratI hu[- baat Tala dI.phlao jahaÐ Gar Aanao ko baad qako kdmaaoM kao GasaITto hue kama krtI qaI vahI Aaja cahk rho hOM. saca hI tao hO qakana kama sao nahIM saaoca sao haotI hO. caohro kI mauskana Apar saMpit imalanao kI KuSaI sao kma nahIM qaI. Aahuit nao AaÉiNa kI yaadaoM kao BaI tao hIro–javaahrat sao AiQak saMjaaoyaa qaa.
idnaÊ mahInaoÊ saala gaujarto rho. nadI ka ]fana BaI kma hao gayaa. AaÉiNa imalanao kI ija_ BaI krta pr Aahuit ka mana vahaÐ ifr dRZ, hao jaata. gaUMjanao lagato saaro ]phasa AaOr Dr jaatI. Aba tao iktnaI ija,digayaaÐ ]sako saaqa jauD,I hOM. vah irStaoM kao [-maanadarI sao inaBaanaa jaanatI hO. AaÉiNa kao BaI ijammaodairyaaoM ka baaoQa kratI rhtI pr jaba kBaI baocaOna hao jaatI tba yaadaoM kao jabarna Zkola kr ipTarI maoM baMd kr talaa lagaa dotI AaOr vat-maana maoM jaInao laga jaatI.
  kBaI–kBaI sËIna pr AaÉiNa ka naMbar doK ApraQa baaoQa va Baya satanao lagata.kBaI faona ]zatI tao kBaI AnadoKa kr dUsaro kamaaoM maoM vyast hao jaatI. Sau$ sao hI AaÉiNa kI BaavanaaeM AaOr ]sakI tD,p kao Aahuit nao nahIM samaJaa. hr baar ]sao lahU–lauhana kr CaoD, dotI hO. Apnao mana kao saunanao kI qaaoD,I BaI ihmmat nahIM jauTa patI. kanaaoM maoM ]phasa ko naad gaUMjanao lagato hOM AaOr vah kCue saI isamaT jaatI hO .Apnao manamaIt kao doKnao kI [cCa tao bahut haotI hO pr…. ijasa vyai>%va kao doK vah AakiYa-t hu[-. ]sakI baahaoM maoM isakuD,nao ko trh–trh sao sapnao sajaae. tsavvaur maoM mahsaUsa kI ]sako baajauAaoM ka ksaava. iflmaI duinayaa kI rMgaIna Civa ]sakI saugaizt ivaSaala baahaoM maoM ]tartI rhI. Apnao SarIr ko saugaizt ]BaaraoM pr ]sako spSa- kao mahsaUsa kr raomaaMicat haotI rhI. JaulasaatI gamaI- maoM SaItla fuhar saa qaa kmaisana Pyaar. tBaI tao jaba kBaI mana duiKt haota tao saba kama jaldI–jaldI inapTakr ApnaI ÉmaanaI duinayaa maoM Aa jaatI AaOr SauÉ hao jaatI AzKoilayaaÐ. Aaja BaI saBaI baatoM AxarSaÁ yaad hOM. gaala gaulaabaI hao jaato hOM jaba ]saka manauhar yaad krtI hO– baaola na Aahuit… baaola na…. Apnao haqa pr ]sakI laMbaI hqaolaI ka AagaaoSa mahsaUsa kr laotI hO maanaao ]sako Crhro badna kao ksa kr jakD, ilayaa hao AaOr vah ksamasaatI hu[- basa CuD,anao ka naaTk kr rhI hao. ]ma` ko saaqa daonaaoM nahIM baZ,oÊ vahI Civa vahI manauhar.
To@naaolaa^jaI ko saaqa iktnaI CaoTI hao ga[- duinayaa.tIsa saala phlao saaocaa BaI nahIM qaa ik AaÉiNa sao kBaI maulaakat BaI haogaI. ]sakI tao vahI Civa ]sako jaohna maoM samaa[- hO AaOr Aba BaI ]sakI Aavaaja, maoM vahI caMcalata. ApraQa baaoQa ka Baya dstk na do tao svaga- kI klpnaa yahI haogaI.
  Aahuit nao AaÉiNa kao BaI k[- baar vaaT\saep sao jauD,nao kao kha pr pta nahIM @yaaoM vah jauD,naa nahIM caahta qaa. hr baar faona pr ek hI javaaba– @yaaoMÊ khao tao saIQao imalanao Aa jaa}M…AaOr Aahuit kuC nahIM kh patI. imalanao ko naama sao Dr–Baya satanao lagata.
  maaobaa[la ko sËIna pr ]ÐgailayaaÐ naaca hI rhI qaIM ik tBaI iksaI naMbar sao vaaT\saep vaIiDyaao ka^la Aayaa,. qaaoD,I dor naMbaraoM kao GaUrtI rhI ifr hro baTna kao ifsalaa kr hvaa maoM ]Cala dI.hro baTna ko ivalaIna haoto hI sËIna pr AaÉiNa Aa gayaa AaOr mauskato hue CoD,nao lagaa– doKao mauJao bahut doKnaa caahtI qaI naa² kOsaa lagata hUÐ maOMÆ ABaI BaI ApnaI jaaoD,I mast lagaogaI naÆ
  Aahuit Avaak\ rh ga[- . yah tao ]saka AaÉiNa ibalakula hI nahIM qaa. vah kOsao ]sasao baatoM kr saktI qaI. vah tao ka^laoja ka kao[- vairYz p`aofosar qaa . ijanakI klamaaoM nao baf- kI safodI AaoZ, laI qaI. caohro pr gaMBaIrta ko Baava ijammaodar [Msaana ka pircaya do rho qao. kmaro maoM iksaI ko Aanao kI AahT saI lagaI. Qak\–Qak\ saa laganao lagaa. laala baTna kao iJaTk maaobaa[la kao bagala maoM rKo Tobala pr rKkr baatoM krnao lagaI. mana ka ]fana baZ, rha qaa. AaÐKoM baMd krnao kI [cCa hao rhI qaI. mana kr rha qaa ik ]nakI klamaaoM kao sahlaato hue pUCo ik bahut AnauBava [@T\za kr ilae hao² [tnaI dUr Akolao hI cala ilae. kBaI saubah–Saama kI dUrI bahut KlatI qaI. tBaI tao BarI duphrI laU–la@kD, maoM BaI saa[-ikla daOD,ae calao Aato qao jabaik saBaI esaI va kUlar maoM saao rho haoto qao. maoro saaqa ka ibatayaa GaMTa BaI saokMD saa lagata qaa naaÆ #yaalaaoM kI sauhanaI baatcaIt kI laD,I maaobaa[la ko hina…bannaI… sao TUT ga[-. maaobaa[la pr ‘BaOyaa’ naama doKto hI pUranaI GaTnaaeÐ yaad Aa ga[-M.psaInao CUTnao lagao maanaaoM caaorI pkD,I ga[-. QaD,knaoM vaOsaI hI baZ, ga[-M. maaobaa[la ]za nahIM pa[-.lagaa ifr ]saka AaÉiNa lahU–lauhana haojaaegaa. gamalao ko hro laala pIlao paOQaaoM kI Aaor dRiYT ga[-. saba lahlaha–mauskura rho qao.pr Aahuit ka AMtma-na fT rha qaa. lagaa Aba Aahuit kI Aahuit ka samaya Aa gayaa. sabaka klyaaNa [saI maoM hO. maaobaa[la Aa^na kr vaaT\saep va fosabauk kao Ana[nsaTa^la krtI hu[- ApnaI [Md`QanauYaI duinayaa kI Aahuit dokr lambaI saaÐsaoM laotI hu[- gamalao ko hro laala pIlao lahlahato p<aaoM kao doKnao lagaI. Aba vao jyaada KuSa idKnao lagaoo. vah BaI KuSa qaI maanaao Kaoja pUrI hao ga[-M.

 

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