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        hr idna kI trh kmar maoM saaD,I KaoMsakr fudk–fudk kr kama krnao vaalaI maMgaa Aaja Aato hI dIvaar sao iTkkr baOzIÊ basa raotI jaa rhI hO. ]saka raonaa mauJao kcaaoT rha hO. saaf laga rha hO ik ]sako pitdova nao ifr sao ]sa pr Ìpa barsaayaI hO.
“mat rao maMgaaÊ @yaa huAaÆ ” maOMnao raoTI kao tvao sao gaOsa kI laaO pr Dalato hue sahlaato svar maoM pUCa.
]sanao isar sao AaÐcala sarkayaa. lagaa Aaja raoTI jala ga[- AaOr jalaI raoTI ko ica<aIdar kalao–kalao Qabbao ]sakI pIz va galao pr icaTk gae.
“Aah² yao kOsao huAaÆ” maora svar Aat`- hao gayaa.
“maODma Aapnao jaao pOsao kla idyao qao na maOMnao raSana laanao ko ilae Apnao pit kao do idyao . Aap tao doK hI rhI hOM ik maOM ibavaa[- ko karNa zIk sao cala BaI nahIM pa rhI hUÐÊ nahIM tao maOM ]sao kBaI BaI nahIM dotI. vah kuC BaI nahIM laayaa bailk saba jaue AaOr Saraba maoM laUTa idyaa. maOM kovala [tnaa hI baaolaI ik iktnaI mauiSkla sao Gar calaa rhI hUÐ. baccaaoM kI ja,$rtMo BaI [Qar–]Qar sao maaÐga kr pUrI kr rhI hUÐ AaOr tuma ….”
“[tnao maoM vah saaÐD saa BaD,k ]za. AaÐKoM tD,or–tD,or kr khnao lagaa– “lagata hO tU Apnao Aap kao [sa Gar kI maalaikna samaJanao lagaI hO. mauJao hI nasaIht do rhI hO. ABaI maOM tuJao torI sahI AaOkat idKata hUÐ.” AaOr mauJa pr laatoM–mau@ko ….”
$ÐAasaa caohra ifr ffk ]za.
“kuC KayaaÆ”
]<ar maoM ]sanao kovala nahIM maoM isar ihlaa idyaa.
“laao kuC Kakr phlao dvaa[- KaAao.” maOMnao caaya ka Pyaalaa va pnnaI maoM bacao ba`oD ko caar TukD,o lapoTkr pkD,ato hue kha. ifr dvaa AaOr marhma dokr Aarama krnao kI salaah doto hue ]sao Gar Baoja idyaa.
ek Aaor maMgaa kI isqait pr tnaava dUsara ]sako ihssao ka BaI kama. hD,baD,ahT maoM kD,ahI ]tarto hue baayaaÐ haqa kukr sao saT gayaa. jalana kI CnamanaahT sao idmaaga BaI JanaJanaa gayaa. jaldI–jaldI kama pUra krko dFtr phuÐcaI pr yahaÐ BaI mana kao caOna nahIM. saMtulana banaanaa kBaI–kBaI bahut mauiSkla hao jaata hO. Gar maoM hao tao dFtr kI icaMtaÊ dFtr maoM hao tao Gar kI.
baayaoM haqa maoM hao rhI jalana kao daihnaI hqaolaI sahlaatI rhI pr naja,raoM ko saamanao rh–rh kr maMgaa ko SarIr pr pD,o kalao Qabbao tOrto hue maorI plakaoM kao BaIMca doto AaOr maorI saaoca kao naarI jaIvana ko AaOica%ya kao samaJanao ko ilae Z,kolanao lagato.
maorI Baava–vyaqaa kI trh hI Aaja dFtr ka BaI maahaOla Alaga hI hO. maODma ek saPtah kI Cu+I ko baad AayaIM hOM [sa karNa saPtah Bar ko gaPpaoM ka Kaimayaaja,a saba Aaja hI Bar rho hMO. “@yaa saara kama Ap–TU–DoT hOÆ”Aato hI maODma nao saba sao pUCa.
maODma bahut kD,k svaBaava kI hOM. ibanaa naapo–taOlao SabdaoM kao baahr nahIM inakalatI. vaj,anadar Sabd baD,o–baD,aMo kao BaI hlka kr doto hOM. hlko SarIr va vaja,nadar Ahimayat ko ilae hI tao manauYya jaUJata rhta hO.
maODma ko kmaro maoM jaanao sao phlao maaqao pr psaInaa svaBaaivak hO. haMlaaik mauJasao tao maODma ka vyavahar daostanaa hO. vaao mauJao bahut AcCI lagatI hMO. ]nakI saadgaIÊ samaJadarI AaOr vaak\–saMyamata kI tao maOM kayala hUÐ. maorI vaacaala p`vaRi<a ko karNa vah BaI maorI Aaor kuC iKMcaI rhtI hOM. ivaprIt vyavahar vaalaaoM ko p`it AakYa-Na svaaBaaivak hO pr ]nako maUD ka kuC kha nahIM jaa sakta. mauJao kmaro maoM doKto hI baaolaIM– “tumharI hD,baD,ahT kI gaaqaa tumhara haqa kh rha hOÊ iktnaI baar kha hO maOMnao ik Aarama sao kama ikyaa krao pr tumharI p`vaRi<a badlatI hI nahIM.”
maOM cauPpI saaQao rhI. sap`yaasa haoz iKlaae pr maorI baihmau-KI p`vaRi<a sao piricat mauJao BaaÐpto hue pUCa “ @yaa baat hOÆ lagata hO kuC saaoca rhI hao.”
maMgaa ka dd- jaao maorI AaÐKaoM maoM ClaClaa rha qaa haozaoM sao Anaayaasa bah inaklaa.hma daonaaoM naarI kI vaastivak isqait pr kafI dor tk baatoM krto rho.QaIro–QaIr maOM Apnao Aap kao maODma ko ivacaaraoM ko krIba mahsaUsa krnao lagaI. pta nahIM @yaUM eosaa laganao lagaa ik vah BaI ApnaoAap kao Asahaya mahsaUsa kr rhIM hOM. bahut tnha hOM. maOMnao BaI Éica laoto hue pUCa– “Aap khIM baahr ga[-M qaIM @yaaÆ”
“nahIM”
“ifr ek saPtah kI Cu+I”
gahrI saaMsa laoto hue ]nhaoMnao plakoM kuC eosao Japka[-M ik ]nakI BaavanaaeM Clak gayaIM. mauJao lagaa iksaI igaw ka naukIlaa pMjaa ]nhoMo BaItr–hI–BaItr KraoMca rha hO. maOM ]nakI BaavanaavaaoM sao jauD,nao lagaI. maoro Sabd BaI Baavauk hao gayao– “@yaa huAa maODmaÆ”
“ @yaa bata}Ð ApnaI proSaanaI. naaOkranaI kama CaoD, kr calaI ga[- [sa karNa nahIM Aa payaI. Aaja bahut mauiSkla sao ek imalaI tao ]sao samaJaa–bauJaakr Aa pa[-. tuma tao jaanatI hI hao ibannaI SaarIirk AaOr maanaisak taOr sao Apaihja hO. ]sakI doK–Baala ko ilae iksaI–na–iksaI kao tao haonaa hI caaihe.”
“Gar maoM saasaU maaÐ tao hOM na maODmaÆ”
“haÐ hOM pr vah mauJao kaosanao va TIvaI doKnao ko Alaavaa kuC nahIM krtIM. maora kar maoM baOzkr Aanaa–jaanaa ]nhoM bahut Klata hOÊ pr [saI tna#vaah sao Gar cala rha hO [sa pr Qyaana nahIM jaata. baoTa jaOsaa BaI hao vahI Pyaara hO.” khto hue ]nakI AaÐKoM DbaDbaa ga[-M.
“ naaOkranaI @yaUM kama CaoD, kr calaI ga[-Æ”
vaao gahrI saaMsao BartI hu[- sapaT svar maoM baaolaIM “ maoro pit nao ]sako saaqa….”
“Aaoh”
maoro raOMgaTo KD,o hao gayao.[tnaI AcCI p%naI imalanao ko baad BaI naaOkranaI sao. Saayad kuC laaogaaoM kI manaaovaRi<a hI eosaI haotI hO ik jaba hUr pasa na hao ]sao panao ko ilae tD,pto rhoMgao AaOr jaba imala jaae tao mana BaI jaldI Bar jaata hO AaOr ifr na[- tlaaSa jaarI.tRYNaa naja,r kao baaÐQa dotI hO AaOr vao ]sao bauJaanao maoM saba kuC raOMd doto hOM. tRYNaaÊ tRYNaa hI banaI rhtI hO. vao jaanakr BaI nahIM samaJato ik eosaI tRYNaa kI tRiPt nahIM haotI .AaOrt ek baar Apnao pit kI maR%yau BaI bada-St kr laotI hO pr iksaI dUsaro ko saaqa… kBaI nahIM.
maOMnao samaaQaana batanaa caaha “maODma Aap naaOkr rKa kIijae.”
“haM phlao naaOkr hI qaa. vah tao maorI Apaihja baoTI ko saaqa hI…. CaoD,ao Aba baItI baataoM kaoÊ Aba doKnaa yao hO ik jaao ABaI AayaI hO vah iktnao idna iTktI hOÆ Aajakla naaOkranaI imalanaa BaI mauiSkla hO.”
maOM sahja haokr hlko svar maoM baaolaI “ Aapko ilae @yaa mauiSkla hO maODma. yahaÐ ijasa Aayaa sao BaI khoMgaI vah turMt tOyaar hao jaaegaI.”
lagaa maorI yah baat ]nako idmaaga maoM maMDranao lagaI ]nhaoMnao Apnaa isar Apnao ivaSaala kusaI- ko hoDrosT pr iTka idyaa. kuC dor tk kovala pMKo ko DOnao hI kmaro ka sannaaTa caIrto rho. kuC xaNa ko baad maODma nao hUMh khto hue ApnaI ivavaSata jaaihr kI “haÐ maOM jaanatI hUÐ pr iksaI sao nahIM kh saktI.”
maOMnao sahja svar pUCa “@yaaoM maODma”
vao AaOr gaMBaIr haotI calaI ga[-M. ]naka caohra doKkr mauJaoo laganao lagaa ik maOM ]nako jaIvana maoM kuC j,yaada hI JaaÐknao lagaI hUÐ. mauJao ApnaI saImaa maoM hI rhnaa caaiheÊ AaiKrkar vao hmaarI baa^sa hOM. maOM Apnao hI BaavaaoM ko ]f,ana sao prast hao hI rhI qaI ik vao AaÐKaoM kI kaor maQyamaa ]ÐgalaI sao paMoCtI hu[- baaolaIM– “Aba tumasao @yaa iCpa}ÐÆ tuma tao maoro bahut krIba Aa gayaI haoÊ ibalkula maorI CaoTI bahna jaOsaI. maoro pit mauJao bahut maarto hOM. maOM nahIM caahtI ik A^aifsa ko kma-caarI maorI isqait jaanaMo Anyaqaa ]nasao kama krvaanaa mauiSkla hao jaaegaa.”
maOM Baava–SaUnya maODma kao doKtI rhI. maODma KulaI plakaoM ko BaItr ko ja,laja,lao pr kabaU krnao maoM lagaI hu[- qaIM. ]nakI dRZ,ta nao BaavanaaAaoM kao prast kr idyaa. maoja, pr rKo pardSaI- igalaasa kao ]zakr haozaoM sao lagaayaa. inama-laÊ svacC jala sao maODma nao Apnao AMtma-na ko ivaYaad kao dUr kr Dalaa AaOr saamaanya hao ga[-M. baaolaIM– “KOr CaoD,aoÊ jaIvana maoM ]tar–caZ,ava tao calata hI rhta hO. bataAao tumhara kama khaÐ tk phuMcaaÆ”
maOMnao fa[la maODma kI Aaor baZ,a[-. ]nhaMonao kuC inado-Sa ide. maOM vaapsa Aakr ApnaI saIT pr baOz ga[-. maODma tao saamaanya hao ga[-M pr ]nakI baatoM maoro AMdr bavaMDr bana ga[-M. Kud kao saMBaalanaa mauiSkla laganao lagaa ]nhIM kI baatoM saaocatI rhI. saMyama kI maUit- hMO vao.Apnao saaro ja#maaoM kao maKmala kI caadr sao ZÐ,k rKa hOM. maMgaa tao rao–raokr Apnaa dd- idKa BaI laotI hO. maODma tao idKa BaI nahIM patIM. Kulakr rao BaI nahIM patIM.
dFtr ko saaro AavaSyak kama Aaja BaavahIna yaM~vat hI krtI rhI. Saama kao Gar laaOTto va> Gar–rsaao[- kI caIja,oM KrIdnao ko ilae dukana pr ÉkI. iktnaa BaI yaad krko saamaana laUÐ raoja kuC–na–kuC BaUla hI jaatI hUÐ. Aaja

dukana maoM ek vaRw vyai> baOza hO. vah AQaoD, s~I nahIM idK rhI hO.vahI taoo raoja baOztI hO. ApnaI sqaUla kayaa sao hlko–BaarI saBaI saamaanaaoM kao ]zatI–rKtI rhtI hO. mauJao doK vaRw nao ApnaI dao ]MgailayaaoM sao plakaoM kao fOlaakr laMgaD,ato–laMgaD,ato dUsaro drvaajao kI Aaor jaakr Aavaaja lagaayaI. kuC dor baad vahI AQaoD, s~I ApnaI saaD,I ko GaUimalaÊ caD,maD,ae pllaU sao haqa paoMCtI hu[- baahr AayaI. maOM baaolaI “ AcCa tuma AMdr hI haoÆ maOM tao ABaI hI jaanao vaalaI qaI. bahut dor sao yahaÐ KD,I hUÐ.”
vah baaolaI “ Acaar banaa rhI hUÐ [sa karNa qaaoD,I dor hao ga[-. Aaja saubah sao [saI kama maoM lagaI hUÐ. kao[- na kao[- ga`ahk Aata hI rhta hO. Aaja ka pUra idna AMdr–baahr haoto hI baIt gayaa. kuC kama BaI nahIM ]sar payaa. saubah sao Kanao ka BaI samaya nahIM imalaa. sasaur jaI ka dukana maoM baOznaa tao naama maa~ ka hI hO. ]nhoM na tao zIk sao idKa[- dota hO AaOr na hI zIk sao kuC kr hI pato hOM.”
“ tumharo pit tao baOz sakto hOM naa.” maOMnao naIrsa svar maoM pUCa.
“ ]nhoM ek jagah baOz kr dukana calaanao maoM mana nahIM lagata. [Qar–]Qar GaUmato rhoMgao. GaUmanao vaalao kama ijatnao BaI krvaa laao. vao tao basa mana kI saunato hOM. yaid hma BaI mana kI saunanao lagao taoÆ huAa caUlha–caaOkIÊ gaaya–gaao$Ê dukana AaOr baala–baccaaMo ka kama.”
vah baaolatI jaa rhI hO AaOr saamaana baaÐQatI jaa rhI hO. kuC Sabd tao maoro pllao pDo,Ê kuC yaUÐ hI Qaara maoM p`vaaiht hao gae. maOM ivaismat ]sao doK rhI hUÐ. saUKo haozÊ ibaKro baalaÊ tna pr saUtI kI maOlaI saaD,I AaOr Qaara p`vaah ApnaI iksmat kao kaosanaa. lagaa iktnaI KTtI hO yah s~I² tna pr ZMga kI saaD,I tk nahIMÊ khnao kao maalaikna.
maOM saamaana ka BaarI gaT\zr ]zakr laMgaD,atI hu[- jaOsao–tOsao ApnaI gaaD,I ko pasa phuMcaI. Aaja saamaana BaI kuC j,yaada hao gayaa hO. maoro haqa maoM BaarI qaOlaa AaOr laMgaDa,tI caala doK AajaU–baajaU vaalaaoM nao dyaa–dRiYT jamakr barsaa[-. inaiScat hI vao Apnao Gar maoM kuC kama nahIM krto haoMgao AaOr saara Baar p%naI pr Dala idyaa haogaa. ApnaI p%naI ka idna–Bar KTnaa idKa[- nahIM dota AaOr….
skUTI maoM Aagao saamaana ka baD,a gaT\zr rKo haonao ko karNa pOr sahI jagah pr nahIM rK pa rhI qaI. qaaoD,a Aagao–pICo krko QaImaI gait sao calanao lagaI. Gar phuMcaI tao doKa hmaaro ima~ phlao sao hI vahaÐ phuMcao hue qao. iksaI piryaaojanaa ko ilae maorI kuC sahayata caaihe qaI. idna Bar kI qakana naj,arAMdaja kr maOM punaÁ yaM~vat iBaD, ga[-.
pitdova ko Aa^ifsa sao Aanao ko baad sabjaI vaalaaoM kI trh hI Apnao caohro ko maurJaaepna pr panaI ka iCD,kava kr taraotajaa kr mauskana ibaKorto hue maOMnao saBaI kao naaSta panaI idyaa. ApnaI gaaD,I BaI poT/aola pakr qaaoD,I caust hao gayaI.SarIr ifr sao tOyaar. gaaD,I punaÁ saD,k pr daOD,nao lagaI.
baccao Apnao Anausaar pZ,to–ilaKto–JagaD,to hue saao gae. pitdova BaI TIvaI nyaUja maoM rmao rho. dor rat tk kama calata rha. baccaoÊ pitdova va rsaao[- kI icaMta BaI AMtma-na kao TIsatI rhI. caohro pr qakana nao Apnaa paÐva psaar ilayaa. SaarIirk maohnat kI tulanaa maoM maanaisak maohnat hmaarI }jaa-AaoM kao jaldI saaoK laotI hO. ima~ mahaodya nao maorI qakana samaJa [jaaj,at ilae.
qakana Saayad mauJao BaI saulaa dotI pr BaUKo saaoto Apnao baccaaoM kao doK caOna khaÐ. krtar nao naarI maoM mamata Barkr ]sao maanaisak $p sao BaI kmajaaor banaa idyaa hO. BaavahIna yaM~vat Kanaa BaI banaayaa. baccaaoM kao jagaakr iKlaayaa. vao BaI kunamaunaato–ksamasaato qaaoD,a saa hI Kae. pitdova nao Ayaaogya AaOr ]<ardaiya%vahIna kI ]paiQa sao saÐvaara.
najar GaD,I kI Aaor ga[-. saaZ,o gyaarh baja gae² ifr saubah Aa^ifsaÊ baccaaoM ka skUlaÊ mana maoM hD,baD,ahT haonao lagaI. maOM BaI maMgaaÊ maODmaÊ AaOr AQaoD, s~I kao driknaar kr saao gayaI.

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