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  maorI AaÐKoM Aaja ifr ClaClaa rhIM hOM. rh–rh kr mana AaraQya dova ko carNaaoM maoM calaa jaata hOÊ AaOr ifr ]saI kiSaSa ko saaqa plakoM Japkakr ek AaiQakairk AaraQanaa– “Bagavaana jaOsao BaI hao maaOsaa jaI kao zIk kr hI dao.”
  rolavao sToSana maoM vhIla caoyar pr ibazakr T/ona tk maaOsaa jaI kao phÐucaanao ka ijammaa maOMnao Kud Aagao baZ,kr vhIla caoyar ka mauT\za pkD,kr sahYa- svaIkara.maOM ]nasao trh–trh kI baatoM krtIÊ kBaI ]nhoM maaOsaI ko naama sao CoD,tI tao kBaI saalaI koÊ kBaI saunahro BaivaYya kI baatoM krtI tao kBaI ivhla caoyar kao daOD,atI hu[- Aagao baZ,tI. ]nako caohro pr kBaI KuSaI kI CTaeÐ ibaKrtIM tao kBaI hÐsato–hÐsato raonao lagato. laala TI–SaT- maoM ]naka gaaOr vaNa- bahut iKla rha hO. maOMnao saubah hI doKa ik puranaI saI TI–SaT- maoM isakuD,a ÉgNa SarIr bahut dyanaIya idK rha qaa. maOMnao baoTo kI AalamaarI sao ]sakI na[- laala TI–SaT- inakalakr maaOsaa jaI kao Kud hI phnaayaI. kpD,o BaI SarIr kao jaana sao jahana tk lao jaato hOM.na[- laala TI–SaT- maoM isakuD,a maurJaayaa caohra tajaa saa laganao lagaaÊ maanaao sabjaIvaalao nao maurJaa[-M pDI saaga–saibjayaaoM pr panaI iCD,k kr ]nhoM nayaa jaIvana do idyaa hao.yaid vah tnakr KD,o hao pato tao kao[- nahIM khta ik ]nhoM irTayar hue pMd`h saala hao gayao.
  Aaja ifr maOMnao Apnao haqaaoM sao hI ]nhoM Kanaa iKlaayaa.baccaaoM kao BaI eosao hI iKlaakr tao baD,a ikyaa hO. galao maoM ibaba baaÐQanaaÊ trh–trh kI baataoM maoM ]laJaakr pUra Kanaa iKlaa donaaÊ baccaaoM kao palato–palato saBaI maaÐeM maharqa haisala kr hI laotI hOM AaOr jaba iKlaanao ka imaSana pUra hao jaata hO tao AvaaD- imalanao kI saI KuSaI kI AaBaa ]nako caohro pr iKla ]ztI hO.vahI AaBaa Aaja ifr maaOsaa jaI kao Kanaa iKlaanao ko baad maOMnao mahsaUsa kI @yaaoMik vao tao maaOsaI kao [SaaraoM va ApnaI laD,KD,atI jabaana sao Kanaa Kanao ko ilae manaa kr cauko qao AaOr maaOsaI kI [tnaI ihmmat nahIM ik vah ]nhoM jabardstI iKlaae. kBaI–kBaI eosaI jabardstI maoM maaOsaa nao Apnao daihnao haqa sao mauikyaa BaI idyaa hO.Aba maOM jaba kBaI ]nasao majaaikyaa AMdaja maoM pUCtI hUÐ ik maaOsaa Aap maaOsaI kao @yaaoM mauikyaato hOM tba ]naka caohra iksaI caaorI krto AbaaoQa baalak saa hao jaata jaao pkD,o jaanao pr kovala hÐsata hO.ijasakI hÐsaI maoM ApnaI galatI kI svaIkar baaoQata AaOr xamaa p`aqa-naa daonaaoM haotI hMO.
  Aaja ]nhoM hmaaro yahaÐ sao jaanaa hO Saayad [saIilae BaI vao kuC ]dasa sao hMO.saBaI ko ilae ApnaI ]dasaI va gaussaa inakalanao ka sasta saaQana Kanaa hI tao hO. maaOsaa nao BaI yahI saaQana Apnaayaa pr mauJao ]naka Kanaa na Kanaa kt[- maMjaUr nahIM. maOM saBaI kama CaoD,kr Kud hI maaOsaa jaI kao iKlaanao baOz ga[-.]nasao trh–trh kI baatoM krto hueÊ kBaI caTnaI caTatI tao kBaI sabjaI ka rsa iplaato hue Kanaa iKlaayaaÊ lagaa maOMnao fth haisala kr laI.
  yahaÐ Aanao ko baad sao hI ]nako caohro pr AaSa AaOr ivaSvaasa daonaaoM idK rha hO. AaSa Saayad hma saba sao AaOr ivaSvaasa jaIvana ka. yah cama%kar hI tao hO ik ek maah maoM [tnaa pirvat-na.
ipClao mahInao hI tao hmalaaoga gaaÐva gayao qao.vahaÐ jaakr pta calaa ik maaOsaa jaI kI tbaIyat bahut Kraba hO. maaÐ nao kha qaa ik jaaAao tumalaaoga BaI imalakr Aa jaaAao pta nahIM bacaoMgao BaI yaa nahIM.

  maaOsaa jaI jaMgala ivaBaaga maoM fa^rosTr qao. irTayar haonao ko baad gaaÐva maoM hI baD,o Baa[- nao ipta kI jaayadad ko baÐTvaaro maoM ek caaOqaa[- dukana dI qaI. samaJaa idyaa qaa ik tumhara ek baoTa hO AaOr maoro tIna. sabakao barabar caaihe na² AaOr maaOsaa jaI nao dada kI saMpit maoM paotaoM ka barabar ihssaa svaIkar kr ]saI ek caaOqaa[- maoM CaoTI saI ikranao kI dukana Kaolakr samaya ka sadupyaaoga krto hue gaaÐva kI saovaa maoM rmao rhto.
maoro nanhoM maasaUma baoTo pr maaOsaa jaI kI [sa dukana ka Ad\Baut Asar qaa. saalaaoM phlao jaba vah CaoTa qaa AaOr hma gaaÐva Aato qao tba vah daOD,kr baajaar kI Aaor inakla jaata qaa. gaaÐva ko baccao ]sao Gaoro rhtoÊ kBaI gaaodI maoM ]zakr Gaumaato tao kBaI ]saka haqa pkD, kr daOD,to.vah BaI baadSaahI zaz sao GaUmato–ifrto GaMTao baad laaOTta. ek baar tao ]sako maasaUma mana ko AaScaya- ka izkanaa na rha.daOD,kr maoro pasa Aayaa AaOr hqaolaI kI Ta^fI idKato hue khnao lagaa– “jaanatI hao mammaI gaaÐva maoM ek eosaI dukana hO jahaÐ saba kuC ÍI maoM imalata hO.”
  maoro AivaSvaasa Baava kao BaaÐp gavaahI donao ko ilae Apnao dadU kao KIMca laayaa– “Aap hI bata[e na dadU ik ]sa dUkana maoM saba kuC ÍI maoM imalata hO. Aapko saamanao hI tao ]sa dUkana vaalao dadU nao yao saBaI Ta^ifyaaÐ dI qaIM AaOr kh BaI rho qao jaao caaihe lao laaoÊ yahaÐ saba ÍI hO.”
  iptajaI nao ]sako maasaUma mana kao sahlaato hue ]sakI haÐ maoM haÐ imalaa dI qaI.
maOMnao ]%sauktavaSa pUCa BaI qaa– “iksakI dukana iptajaIÆ”
“khIM nahIMÊ maorI hI dukana maoM Aayaa qaa kinayaaÐ.” hÐsakr khto hue maaOsaa jaI ]saI samaya AMdr Aae qao.
  dukanadar kI hI saaxaat gavaahI pakr maasaUma mana pulaikt hao gayaa.hma saba nao hÐsakr ]sako maasaUma jaj,baataoM kI kdr kI qaI. vah ABaI dIna–duinayaa ko taola–maaola sao Anajaana qaa.
  hmalaaoga jaba BaI gaaÐva jaato hOM tba hmaaro Aanao kI Kbar saunato hI maaOsaa jaI hmalaaogaaoM sao imalanao calao Aato hOM.kBaI fuTkla saaga tao kBaI bauTJaMgarIÊ baagaana sao jaao BaI inaklata lao Aato.bahut baar hmalaaoga ]nako baaga,ana maoM jaakr gaaÐva ka maja,a laoto.]nako saaqa GaMTao baOzkr [Qar–]Qar kI baatoM krto rhto.Sahr kI saarI tipSa gaaÐva kI zMDI CaÐva maoM inakla jaatI.
  [sa baar gaaÐva dao–tIna saala baad Aanaa huAa. baoTo kI [MTr kI prIxaa ko karNa hma gaaÐva nahIM Aa pae.[sasao phlao BaI jaba hma Aayao qao tao maaOsaa jaI sao maulaakat nahIM hao payaI qaI. maOMnao maaÐ sao pUCa BaI qaa– “maaÐ Aajakla maaOsaa jaI nahIM Aato hOM @yaaÆ”
tBaI maaÐ nao batayaa qaa– “Aba ]nakI tbaIyat ]nnaIsa–baIsa haotI rhtI hO.]ma` BaI tao baZ, hI rhI hO AaOr ]sa pr AQaoD, ]ma` ko kuÐAaro isar caZ,o baoTa–baoTI.ek nahIM saunato ]nakIÊ baatoM tao eosaI krto hOM maanaao ibalaayat sao baOirsaTr bana AaeM haoM.@yaa kro baocaaro kuZ,to rhto hOM.”
  maaÐ kI baatoM hma saBaI kao d`ivat kr rhI qaIM. maaOsaa ka saIQaa–saaQaa vyavaharÊ saba ko ilae kuC–na–kuC krto rhnao vaalaa Aatur vyai>Ê laaogaaoM kao naok salaah dokr rasto pr laanao vaalaaÊ Aaja Apnao hI baccaaoM sao laacaar hao gayaa. jaIvana Bar dUsaraoM kI madd kIÊ KUba kmaayaaÊ baccaaoM kao pZ,ayaa–ilaKayaaÊ dao baoiTyaaoM kI SaadI BaI kI.dao @yaaoM tIna baoiTyaaoM kI.Ainata dIdI BaI tao ]nakI hI baD,I baoTI qaIÊ phlaI p%naI sao.Ainata dIdI kI maaÐ hI tao hmaarI maaOsaI qaI. maaÐ kI sagaI baD,I bahna.
  maaÐ Aaja BaI ApnaI dIdI kI baatoM batato hue Bara- jaatI hMO.]naka mana nahIM maanata ik ]nakI dIdI baaÐQa maoM DUbakr marI hO.ja$r ]sakI jaozanaI nao hI Qa@ka idyaa haogaaÊ vahI tao lao gayaI qaI kpD,a Qaaonao ka bahanaa banaakr baaÐQa pr AaOr DUbanao ko qaaoD,I dor baad icallaa[- taik iksaI kao Sak BaI na hao. ifsala ga[- khkr Kud saaf baca ga[-. saccaa[- @yaa hO kaOna batae² pr maaÐ tao m,ana hI mana ]sao hI k,aitla maanatI hO.
maaOsaI ko marnao ko kuC idnaaoM baad na[- maaOsaI Gar Aa gayaI. ibalakula vaOsaI hI. Aba jaba kBaI maaÐ ApnaI dIdI kao yaad krtI hO tBaI duiKt haotI hOÊ nahIM tao maaOsaa–maaOsaI nao Apnao Pyaar–vyavahar maoM kao[- kmaIM nahIM rKI hO. na[- maaOsaI ko ilae tao jaozanaI Dayana hOÊ ]nako saBaI kYTaoM ka karNa. [saIilae saalaaoM hao gayao mauJao [sa gaaÐva maoM bahU banakr Aae pr Aba tk maaOsaI nao Apnao Gar mauJao nahIM baulaayaa.
  saovaa inavaRi<a ko baad maaOsaa laacaar sao hao gayao hOM. CaoTI saI ikranao kI dukana tao hO pr vah BaI AznnaI kmaa[- va Kcaa- Ép[yaa maoM sahmaI isakuD,I saI lagatI hO.baoTa–baoTI kI naKraoM maoM kao[- kmaI nahIM. Balao hI ]nako pasa laaD- saahba kI naaOkrI nahIM hO pr laaD- saahba ko saBaI naKroM ]namaoM hOM. ijasao maaOsaa jaI kao bauZ,apo maoM Baugatnaa pD, rha hO.maaOsaI tao Apnao maoM hI mast rhtI hOM. kuC pUCao tao hÐsato hue kh dotI hO– “haogaa tao haogaaÊ nahIM haogaa tao nahIM haogaa.@yaa kroM jaao iksmat maoM ilaKa haogaaÊ haokr rhogaa.”
  maaOsaa BaI Aba QaIro–QaIro maaOsaI kI raga maoM rmanao lagao hOM. Gar va baccaaoM ko baaro maoM pUCnao pr khto hOM– “@yaa kroM baoTa iktnaa khoMÊ Aba qak gayaa hUÐ. CaoD,aoÊ jaao Bagavaana kao maMjaUr vahI haogaa.iktnao idnaaoM tk hma yahaÐ rhoMgao [nalaaogaaoM kao doKnao ko ilae.”
kuMizt mana sao inaklaI baatoM hma saBaI kao kuMizt kr dotIM. lagata kOsao BaI [nako baoTo kI naaOkrI laga jaatI AaOr ibaiTyaa kI SaadI hao jaatI. pr pta nahIM Bagavaana nao [nako ilae @yaa–@yaa yaaojanaa banaa rKI hO.baoTI ivaSva sauMdrI kI Baavanaa va tmannaa ilae pOMtIsa par kr rhI hO tao baoTa caalaIsa kI dhlaIja kao CUnao vaalaa hOÊ gaaÐva maoM kanaa–fUsaI haonao lagaI hO ik daost kI baIvaI ko saaqa….kanaaoM–kana tao bahut saI baatoM haotI hMO pr iksaI kI majaala ik A@KD, baoTa–baoTI sao kao[- dao TUk kh sako.hmalaaoga BaI dao–caar idnaaoM ko ilae hI gaaÐva jaato hOM tao haЖhUÐ krto hue hI inakla laoto hOM.
  ipClao mahInao hI tao dao–tIna saala baad gaaÐva gayao qao.maaÐ nao kha qaa [sa baar samaya inakala kr maaOsaa sao imala AanaaÊ pta nahIM bacaogaoM BaI ik nahIM…. Ch mahInao phlao ek AMgao lakvaa laga gayaa hO. cala ifr nahIM pa rho hOM..kao[- BaI jaata hO tao bahut raonao lagato hOM.[sa karNa baar–baar jaanao kI BaI [cCa nahIM haotI.
[na baIsa saalaaoM maoM na kBaI maaOsaI nao Apnao Gar baulaayaa AaOr na hI hma gayao.hr baar vao hI imala laoto qao AaOr na baulaanao ka karNa samaJaa jaato ik Dayana cabaa jaaegaI.]naka [sa p`kar ka p`oma doKkr mana maoM kOsaI BaavanaaeM ]ztI kh panaa mauiSkla saa hO pr [sa baar tao jaanaa hI qaa @yaaoM ik maaOsaa cala nahIM sakto. maaOsaa kao AaiKrI ibada[- donao ko naama sao mana d`ivat qaaÊ imaza[- va kpD,a laokr hma ]nako Gar phuMcao.drvaajao pr hI ]nakI jaozanaI sao maulaakat hu[-. maOMnao Apnao isar ko AaÐcala kao AaOr Aagao KIMcato hue ]sako Caor kao pkD, Jaukkr ]nhoM p`Naama ikyaa.gaaÐva maoM Dayana ko naama sao p`isaw vaRwa Kulakr AaSaIvaa-d BaI na do sakI.sahmaI hI rhI. Baya lagata haogaa ik khIM kuC hao jaaegaa tao [saka klaMk BaI ]saI pr maZ,a jaaegaa.
  baramado maoM caaOkI pr maaOsaa jaI laacaar pD,o hue qao.hmalaaogaaoM kao doKto hI fUT–fUT kr raonao lagaoÊ maanaao sadOva ko ilae ivada hao rho haoM.]nako mauK sao laD,KD,ato–fUTto kuC Sabd va AaÐKaoM sao bahtI Aivarla Qaara maoM hma saba bahto rho.maanaao hma BaI maaOsaa kao AMitma ivada[- hI do rho haoM AaOr Aba yah imalanaa Saayad AaiKrI hI…. yah saaoca AEauQaar kI gait AaOr tIva` kr dotI.kafI dor AEauQaara ka saama`ajya banaa rha. maOMnao ]zkr saaM%vanaa Baro SabdaoM ko saaqa maaOsaa kI nama AaÐKao kao paoCto hue ]nhoM caup kranao kI kaoiSaSa kI tba maaOsaI nao batayaa ik yao idna Bar eosao hI raoto rhto hO.jaba kao[- imalanao Aata hO tao AaOr BaI AiQak raonao lagato hOM. Aajakla tao imalanao vaalaaoM ka taMta tao lagaa hI rhta hO.mauJao lagaa saBaI hma jaOsao hI ibada[- donao Aato haoMgao AaOr ApnaI pUrI kÉNaa AaÐKaoM sao hI inaklato haoMgao. eosaa isalaisalaa tao Ch mahInaaoM sao cala rha hO ibada[- donao va laonao kaÊ pr iksaI nao ]nhoM Da^@Tr kao nahIM idKayaa.basa baabaa kI dvaa AaOr duAa cala rhI hO. rhI–sahI ksar jaozanaI pr baudbaudato hue saBaI Dala doto hOM.
jaIvana Bar kmaa–kmaa kr iKlaanao vaalao maaOsaa jaI caaOkI pr laacaar pD,o qao. ]nakI poMSana kI rkma BaI Aba ]nakI nahIM qaI.baoTa [tnaa BaI nahIM samaJa rha qaa ik jaba tk ipta hO tBaI tk hI tao poMSana hO. kma–sao–kma [saI karNa [nhoM bacaayaa jaaeÊ ]naka hI ]na pr lagaayaa jaaeÊ pr kaOna samaJaa paeÊ baoTa baatoM tao eosaI krta hO maanaao EavaNa kumaar ka dUsara Avatar yahI hO.
  maaOsaa jaI kI haqaaoM maoM qaaoD,I hrkt doK hmalaaogaaoM kao lagaa ik yao zIk hao sakto hOM.k[- trh ko Aayauvao-idk [laaja batato hue hmalaaogaaoM nao Aasa va ivaSvaasa daonaaoM idlaayaa ik yao ja$r zIk hao jaaeMgao.ek baar [nhoM hmaaro yahaÐ Sahr lao Aa[e.iksaI baD,o nyaUraosaja-na kao idKaeMgaoÊ ja$r samaaQaana inaklaogaa. ifr kuC rkma pkD,ato hue hmalaaoga vahaÐ sao ibada hue pr hmaoM laga rha qaa ik yao ja$r zIk hao jaaeMgao.
  kuC idnaaoM baad baoTo kI Ku_arI jaagaI.faona krko kha ik iTkT Baoja dIijae hmalaaoga papa kao lao AaeMgao.[saI baIca AcCo Da^@Tr ka pta lagaakr maoro pit nao caar iTkToM Baoja dIM.maaOsaaÊmaaOsaI AaOr dao laaoga maaOsaa jaI kao ]zanao–baOzanao AaOr T/ona caZ,anao ko ilae ]nako baoTo AaOr damaad kI.
  Da^@Tr nao k[- trh ko TosT ilaKo saaqa hI kha ik AaplaaogaaoM nao bahut dor kr dI hO yaid ]saI samaya laae haoto tao kba ko zIk hao gayao haotoÊ pr kao[- baat nahIM samaya lagaogaa pr zIk hao jaaeMgao.maaOsaa jaI ko caohro kI AaBaa iKla ]zI.vaao bahut KuSa laga rho hOM.Apnaa pUra jaaor lagaakr pOr kao ]zanao kI kaoiSaSa krto.qaaoD,I hrkt doK iKlaiKlaakr hÐsato hue raonao laga jaato.Aba ]nako inaraSa mana maoM AaSaa ka dIp jala gayaa AaOr ]sakI laaO kI camak caohro pr idKnao lagaI hO. maOM BaI ]nako baojaana sao pOr maoM jaana Dalanao ko ilae Bagavaana sao ivanatI krtI. samaya imalanao pr kBaI–kBaI maailaSa BaI kr dotI. Da^@Tr nao kha hO ik saubah Saama maailaSa ba ifijayaaoqaoropI kranaI haogaIÊ ifr jald hI calanao lagaoMgao. hma saBaI ka mana hiYa-t–pulaikt hO.baoTo va damaad nao ApnaI KuSaI Alaga hI ZM,ga sao vya> kI.Saama kao Saraba pIkr Aae AaOr KuSa haokr bata rho hOM– “ maOM gaaÐva maoM kh kr Aayaa hUÐ ik yaid papa zIk hao gae tao pUro gaaÐva kao davat dUMgaaÊ [tnaa baD,a KssaI kaTUMgaa.” –Apnao haqa kao kmar tk lao jaato hue baoTo nao kha.
  maora mana iQa@karta hO eosao naalaayak pUt kao. mana hI mana baudbauda[- ‘baap ko [laaja ko ilae pOsao nahIM AaOr SarabaÊ paTI- AaOr AyyaaSaI maoM kmaI nahIM.’ mana tao kr rha qaa ik Qa@ko maarkr baahr inakala dUM pr @yaa krtI maaOsaa jaI kao doKkr qama ga[-. pit nao BaI samaJaayaa– “hmaaro Gar Aae hOM AaOr hmanao Kud baulaayaa hOÊ bardaSt kr laao. hmanao [nhoM nahIM maaOsaa jaI kao baulaayaa hO. calaao CaoD,aoÊ [na saBaI baataoM kao. KuSa hao jaaAao yah saaocakr ik Aba kuC hI mahInaaoM maoM maaOsaa jaI calanao lagaoMgao.”
  Aaja saubah sao hI maahaOla hD,baD,I vaalaa hOÊ daOD,a–BaagaIÊ naaSta–KanaaÊ pOikMga… . [tnaI vyastta ko baad BaI najaroM maaOsaa jaI pr iTk jaatI hOM.Aba ]nakI AaÐKao maoM inarIhtaÊ inaiva-SaoYa nahIM AaSa AaOr ]maMga hO jaIvana jaInao kI.AaÐKoM tao Aaja BaI ClaClaa rhI hMO. ivada[- tao Aaja BaI hao rhI hO pr ]sa ivaSvaasa ko saaqa ik ifr imalaoMgao….

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