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                ]sanao baajaI maar laI

  “naoyaana calaao tuma BaI saIT baolT lagaaAao.” khto hue namana ApnaI saIT baolT lagaa kr kar sTaT- krnao lagaa. Gar maoM rivavaar ka [Mtjaar tao gauÉvaar sao hI haonao lagata hO. GaUmanao jaanao ko ilae saBaI ]%saaiht rhto hOM. caMcalaÊ baatUnaIÊ naTKTÊ Aayaa- Aaja mammaI ko saaqa pICo kI saIT pr ]dasa baOzI hO. Aaja papa nao naoyaana kao jaao Aagao baOznao ko ilae kh idyaa hO.laaDlaI ka mauMh fUla huAa hO. namana nao hI naoyaana AaOr Aayaa- ko baIca kar maoM haonao vaalao raoja ko JagaD,o ka hla inakalaa hO ik daonaaoM hI baarI–baarI sao Aagao kI saIT pr baOzoMgao pr Aayaa- kao yah maMjaUr nahIM. ]saka khnaa hO ik vah hI papa ko saaqa baOzogaI.
  phlao tao namana naoyaana kao yah kh kr manaa laota qaa ik –“CaoD, do baoTaÊ CaoTI hO.”
naoyaana maana tao jaata pr ]saka ]%saah zMDa hao jaata. vahIM Aayaa- maoM fth ivajaya ka dMBa Bar jaata.
  Aba namana naoyaana kao nahIM manaata. Saayad Aba vah Aayaa- maoM ‘nahIM’ bardaSt krnao kI Sai> baZ,a rha hO. majabaUt banaanaa caahta hO Apnao baccaaoM kao taik sadI-–gamaI- daonaaMo sah sakMo.
  Aayaa- ka ]dasa caohra doKkr namana ka mana kcaaoTta hO . baOk imarr sao doK ]sao hÐsakr manaanao kI Aqak kaoiSaSa cala rhI hO. baap–baoTI maoM AaÐKaoM hI AaÐKaoM maoM KIJanaa–manaanaa cala rha hO. namana kao Aayaa- ka mauMh eoMzkr AaÐKo for laonaa AaOr BaI KIMcata hOo. trh–trh kI baala ËID,aeM AaÐKaoM sao krto hue ApnaI PyaarI ibaiTyaa kao manaa hI laota hO. ]saka mauskata caohra doKkr mana tRPt hao gayaa. Aba trh–trh kI caTpTI baatoM SauÉ hao ga[-M. zhakaoM sao Bara sauhanaa safr. k[- trh kI yaaojanaaeM bana rhI hOM. khaЖkhaÐ jaanaa hO. @yaa–@yaa KrIdnaa hO. @yaa–@yaa KaeMgao. kaOna saI iflma doKoMgao. manaaoharI duinayaa maoM rmao calao jaa rho hOM.
“papa doKao–doKao vah kar kOsao Tkra[- hO poD, sao.” naoyaana kI Gabara[- Aavaaja, sauna sabakI naja,roM baaÐ[- Aaor daOD,IM.
“papa hmaoM [nakI madd krnaI caaihe.” Aayaa- nao kha.
namana nao kar baaÐ[- Aaor KD,I kr dI. kar ko samaIp jaakr phlao eMbaulaoMsa ko ilae ka^la ikyaa. laga rha hO iksaI gaaD,I nao kar kao pICo sao ihT ikyaa AaOr kar tojaI sao poD, sao jaa Tkra[- hO.Aagao ka drvaajaa TUTa naIcao pD,a hO. D/ayavar saIT pr baOza AadmaI AaOMQao mauMh sToyairMga pr baojaana saa pD,a hO. bagala maoM baOzI AaOrt ka AaQaa QaD, kar ko baahr laTk rha hO. baccao ek pr ek ipClaI saIT pr AaOMQao pD,o hue. lagata hO yao laaoga BaI rivavaar kI Cu+I ibatanao hI inaklao haoMgao.
  [na idnaaoM sarkar kI saovaa baD,I duÉst hao gayaI hO. turMt eMbaulaosa Aa phuMcaI. ek–ek krko sabakao kar sao baahr inakalaa jaa rha hO. namana BaI ]nakI madd kr rha hO. baccao va idvyaa sahmao sao iknaaro KD,o doK rho hOM. eMbaulaoMsa vaalao [na saba ko AadI hao gae hOM.]nako caohro pr [tnaI pID,a nahIM

  ijatnaI namana AaOr baccaaoM ko caohro pr hO. sToyairMga sao dbao haonao ko karNa AadmaI kao inakalanao maoM jyaada proSaanaI hu[-.]sa AadmaI ka caohra doKto hI namana ka isar Jannaayaa. caohra jaanaa–phcaanaa. laga rha qaa khIM doKaÊ khaÐ doKaÆ AadmaI kI phcaana ko ilae psa- inakalaa gayaa. D/a[ivaMga laayasaoMsa pr naama hO saMjaya vamaa-. saMjaya vamaa- naama saunato hI namana ]saka laayasaoMsa Apnao haqa maoM laokr ]laTnao–plaTnao lagaa. namana kao lagaa iktnaa jaanaa phcaanaa saa [saka naama AaOr [saka laayasaoMsa hO. eosaa hI tao laayasaoMsa maoro pasa BaI hO. lagata hO ek hI samaya maoM jaarI huAa hOÊ [sa karNa Saayad ek jaOsaa idK rha hO pr saMjaya vamaa- naama @yaaoM saunaa–saunaa saa laga rha hOÆ ]na caaraoM kao eMbaulaoMsa maoM Dalakr lao jaayaa jaa rha hO. saBaI ]dasa naIrva KD,o doK rho hOM pr namana ko idmaaga kI hlacala SaaMt nahIM hao rhI. eMbaulaoMsa ko jaato hI Avasaad saa fOla gayaa.
“Aba CaoD, dIijae papaÊ Agalao rivavaar khIM calaoMgao.Aba mana nahIM kr rha.” Aayaa- nao naIrsa va baojaana svar maoM kha.
naoyaana nao BaI hamaI Bar dI. baaoiJala kdmaaoM sao saBaI kar kI trf cala ide.[sa baar Aayaa- nao Aagao baOznaoo kI ija_ BaI nahIM kI. namana nao kar maoM baOzkr jaOsao hI saIT baolT lagaayaa saMjaya bamaa- ka tlK mauskana ibaKorta navayauvaa caohra saamanao yaad Aa gayaa. mauskata BaI @yaaoM nahIMÊ ]sa idna tao vah ibanaa maOdana maoM ]tro hI jaIt gayaa qaa AaOr maOM maOdana maoM caaraMo Kanao ica<a saOWaMitk banaa pD,a qaa.
  kar QaImaI gait sao Aagao baZ, rhI hO pr namana ka mana tao ]sa Aar TI Aao Aa^ifsa ko ga`a}MD maoM hI hO. AT\zarh vaYa- pUro haoto hI pUro ]maMga va ]%saah sao Bara qaa mana. ek tao lagata qaa kba caunaava hao AaOr vah vaaoT Dalanao jaae AaOr dUsara D/a[ivaMga laayasaoMsa imala jaaegaa tao AiQakairk $p sao maaoTrsaa[ikla va kar saD,k pr daOD,aegaa. phlao tao caaor ko samaana saD,k pr calaata qaa. khIM TO/ifk puilasa kao saD,k ko iknaaro dao–caar laaogaaoM sao baat krto doKta tao dUr sao hI ApnaI gaaD,I vaapsa maaoD, laota qaa.    saaocata basa ek baar laayasaoMsa imala jaae tao navaaba ko samaana raOba sao saD,k pr calaogaa. tba roK BaI gahrI pD, gayaI qaI. baD,a idKanao kI lalak maoM daZ,I BaI nahIM kaTta qaa.
[MjaIinayairMga ko phlao saala kI prIxaa dokr jaba Cu+I maoM Gar Aayaa tba hI Aar TI Aao ka egjaama dokr ela ela Aar lao ilayaa. tba gaaD,I calaanao kI qaaoD,I ihmmat Aa gayaI qaI. ]sa samaya phlaI baar maOMnao mammaI kao pICo ibazakr calaayaa qaa. papa nao kha qaa D/a[ivaMga skUla maoM BaI saIK laaoÊ vao vyavaisqat trIko sao isaKato hOM. saubah D/a[ivaMga skUla jaata AaOr Saama kao ApnaI kar sao AByaasa krta. AcCI trh saIK gayaa. pUNa- ivaSvaasa ko saaqa D/a[ivaMga TosT donao gayaa qaa. vahIM tao imalaa qaa saMjaya bamaa- sao. ]sa idna saMjaya bamaa- jyaada Aa%maivaSvaasaI laga rha qaa jaba ik maoro mana maoM Qakpk saI hao rhI qaI. vaOsao BaI tIna Axar ka ‘prIxaa’ Sabd AcCo AcCaoM kI hvaa inakala dota hO tao maOM iksa Kot kI maUlaI qaa. vaOsao maOMnao lagana–maohnat maoM kmaIM nahIM kI qaI @yaaoM ik mauJao pta qaa ik yao laaoga qaaoD,I galatI BaI bada-st nahIM krto. turMt vaapsa Baoja doto hOM.
Apnao naama kI GaaYaNaa saunato hI maorI QaD,knaoM toja hao ga[-M. maOM daOD,kr gayaa AaOr kar maoM baOzÊ kar sTa-T kr calaanao lagaa. kar baD,I haonao ko karNa ]nako ptlao T/ok maoM mauJao id@ktoM BaI bahut hao rhI qaIM. ifr BaI maOMnao ]sako eca va eT vaalao T/ok sao tIr ko Anausaar Aagao–pICo calato hue gaaD,I baahr inakala laIyaa. QaD,knaoM saukUna maoM badlanao lagaIM. dUr sao hI mammaI ka qamsaAp doKkr caohro pr jaIt ka prcama lahranao lagaa. jaOsao hI kar sao baahr inaklaa tao pasa KD,o puilasa vaalao nao kha ik tumanao kar bahut AcCI calaa[-. [tnaI baD,I kar kao [sa T/Ok sao inakalanaa maoro ilae BaI mauiSkla hO jabaik maOMnao D/a[ivaMga BaI kI hO pr tumanao saIT baolT @yaaoM nahIM lagaayaIÆ maoro caohro ka rMga ]D,ta doK ]sanao mauJao saaM%vanaa dI AaOr kha ik hao sakta hO ik maODma maana jaaeÊ ivanatI krnaa. tumanao kar bahut AcCI calaa[- hO.
  maOM ]sa raoja maODma ko saamanao GaMTao igaD,igaD,ata rha qaa pr ]sanao maorI ek na saunaI. bahut saaro raoD e@saIDoMT AaOr Apnao saupr isawaMtao kI baatoM krtI rhI qaIM. maOM ApnaI saarI maasaUimayat caohro pr ilae ]sako saamanao dIna–hIna saa KD,a rha AaOr vah SaornaI saI huMkartI rhI. mauJao du%kartI rhI. maoro saaqa hI AaOr BaI kuC laaoga qao ijana pr [naka kaop fUT rha qaa. hma saBaI kI AaKoM nama qaIM. kao[- kh rha qaa ik maOM dUsarI baar Aayaa tao kao[- tIsarI baar. jaao laaoga ejaoMT ko Wara Aae qao ]nako ilae sa#t inayama nahIM qao. ]nako ilae saBaI T/Ok pr calaanaa BaI AavaSyak nahIM qaa.]nakI ]pisqait hI kafI qaI.saaro inayamaaoM kI Barpa[- ejaoMT kao ide ÉpyaaoM sao hao jaatI qaI. maODma ko isawaMtaoM kI pOnaI Qaar ]nako ilae nahIM qaI. tba lagaa qaa kaSa maOM BaI ejaoMT ko Wara Aayaa haota.
  sarkar ko Ba`YTacaar imaTanao ko saaro inayamaaoM kI taoD,, Ba`YTacaarI phlao hI inakala laoto hOM. maoro ]dasaI Baro kdma mauJao GasaIT rho qao @yaaoM ik maorI Cui+yaaÐ BaI Ktma hao gayaI qaI mauJao ka^laoja jaanaa qaa. ek saPtah ka BaI samaya nahIM qaa ik maOM ifr sao TosT dUM. ifr saaocaa kao[- baat nahIM AgalaI baar dUMgaa AaOr ibanaa eMjaoMT kI isafairsa ko hI dUMgaa. AgalaI baar saIT baolT lagaanaa nahIM BaUlaUMgaaÊ ]saI idna saMjaya bamaa- sao maulaakat hu[- qaI. vah icaMtariht [Qar–]Qar sabasao hÐsa–hÐsakr baatoM kr rha qaa.]saka Aa%maivaSvaasa saImaa ko pro qaa.tlK mauskana ibaKorto hue ]saI idna batayaa qaa ik maora tao hao gayaa. maOM ]sa idna kafI dor tk ]sao doKkr saaocata rha qaa ik [sanao tao kar calaayaI hI nahIMÊ [saka kOsao hao gayaaÆ pta hI nahIM calaa ik ]sanao baajaI kba maar laIÆ

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